Addicted to the thrill of sleeping with married women By Akhil Sharma, Elle. Story highlights Akhil Sharma writes that secrecy was a big appeal of sleeping with married women Sharma said the relationships made him feel both special and unimportant It has been nearly 20 years since Sharma dated a married woman. I am not sure what caused me to start sleeping with married women, especially ones who were much older than I was. The easy explanation is that I was abandoned by my mother, and so I wanted to have a relationship with someone who would comfort me the way a mother can a child. The truth, as with everything involving love and sex and loss, is more confusing to me.
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